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Saturday, December 15, 2007

MOVED!

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2:07 AM

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

sumtimes i really dunno why...

dunno why im here..

why am i in dis family..

why do i have to face such huge generation gap?

it seriously sucks..

i really wonder am i an accident?

they think they know..

they act like they know..

but the fact is they dun know anything..

they dunno what am i doing..

they dunno what am i thinking..

they know nuts..

what are my plans? nope they dont know..

how old am i dis yr? they take a few mins to rmb..

what do i take part in sch? they dunno..

they think im in sch studying and sumtimes floorball thats all..

i just hate it..

yet they just do certain things to make me hate more..

9:18 PM

Thursday, November 08, 2007

finally i feel like bloggin after so long..

and i guess its the onli place where i can just share certain things without bothering..

its been like mths now since i get to know some pple..

and recently i start to realise how much they've change..

i didnt expected him to be like dis..

he's a nice person.. but what i heard is just not sumthing that i wld expect..

didn't expect him to be a player when it comes to love r/s..

thankfully he treats his frens well.. if not he'll just be another "him"

she changed too.. more feminine.. and heard that she's now more hardworking..

afterall that happened last sem.. i guess she learned her lesson well..

sad for her that certain things aint going her way but

thankfully she's still around and didnt give up like A..

oh.. another he faced some shit problems recently..

pretty fast actually.. first was outing..

now it has ended.. hopefully he didnt make the wrong choice..

reputation.. image.. it will take a while for him to gain it back..

but hopefully he'll learn the lesson well and rmb it hard..

no matter how hard it is or how long it'll take.. im gonna help him outta it..

bahh.. after seeing how things changed for certain pple..

i thought about my life..

has it changed? for the better or for the worst?

i think i've changed for the worst..

havent been going for training yet all i do is hooting away..

i guess im really nuts.. where's the healthy lifestyle i wanna lead..

i bet i cant run like how i used to now..

when will my next gym session be?

regrets is all i have now..

i didnt hoot today.. and i shall not hoot for the rest of the week..

if possible forever..

and u shall be my motivation..

strangers.. thats the way i felt..

jitters.. didnt know where to start..

emo thats what i become when i become lost..

and tears start rolling down..

12:36 AM

Thursday, October 25, 2007

woohooo!!!

sch has finally started!

and yes im loving it!

finally get to see the familiar faces in sch..

hooray! i love school!!

oh yea.. and i LOVE my class..

with some xceptions..

LOL..

oh yes.. sch started which means i've gotta work much lesser..

and that means! YAY!! no more facing of fussy customers so much..

screw you asses!!

anw.. timetable is pretty screwed though..

i've got 7 hrs of tutorial on thursday!

which means no ponning on thurs!

damn!

oh.. i got leadership and public speaking for cds btw..

which is a rather good thing for me..

prepare me to run for bsc maincomm..

hee hee =D

and oh.. mon and tues i get to go sch aft 12..

but mon i gotta end at 7..

wed's pretty okay..

fri is damn song.. 9-11 and im free!!

okay not exactly..

that is if i crash other pple's lec on another day..

lol..

yea.. so becuz of ending at 7 on monday its a screwed day..

and a screwed timetable..

and yea.. so many events is coming up..

got OTC.. stand chart run.. biz shield.. biz guides.. tprawks..

and alot fall on sat and sun..

YAY! i can just take off and dun work for the week!!

muahahahha..

okay.. i'm going mad becuz i love school so much..

yae.. okay i guess i shall jsut update dis bit..

time to snoozie! lessons at 9am tmr..

and i've got 7hrs of tutorial to go through..

so SNOOZIE TIME!

2:29 AM

Monday, October 15, 2007

its funny how things happened..

i started working in F&B and loved it..

and working at nyny previously indeed has boosted my interest in it..

and woo i got into TP's ccm!

but the passion for it is like slowly dying out after working such long hrs..

its not that i dunno in the first place..

in fact its what that attracts me..

the long hours that allows me to escape from home..

my home aint a horror or what laa.. just that i prefer hanging out...

each time i start working i wld be like dead..

but once the clock is ticking close to the end of my shift im getting hyped up!

things are going so wrong.. im not supposed to be in dis kind of mentality!!

its supposed to be my passion.. but yet its turning out the opposite way..

issit becuz i just hate facing the customers?

i guess its just the fucked up ones..

anw.. been meeting weird/dumb customers at bakerzin..

a few examples..

a customer complains that his red bean cream has sand in it..

and yet he finished up the whole bowl..

-.-"

2 china ladies speaks to me inapprehensible english when ordering food..

like please speak chinese if u cant speak english well!

do i not look like chinese to you?!

don't try to act high class when u'll end up being a fool..

here's an example of a dumb customer..

he ordered hazelnut coffee blend and was served ice chocolate by mistake but he still accepted the drink..

his coffee blend was served moments later and he said i already got my drink..

like WTF!! u cant fucking differentiate coffee blend and ice chocolate?

besides you don't even know what you ordered?!

i guess 3 examples is enough..

if i carry on the list will just go on and on..

bahh.. another 2 more mths and im quitting!

cant leave anytime soon becuz i promised my supervisor i'll stay..

so yea.. a promise shall be a promise..

1 more week and sch starts..

which means i dun haf to work so much!

hopefully after i quit dis i'll find some kitchen p/t job somewhere somehow..

another dreadful day tmr..

guess i shall go snoozie now..

1:24 AM

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Zilra chalet was okay.. saw some that i havent seens for long time like

chen wee.. candy.. larry..

then the rest still the same la.. its always us tgt..

kind disappointed with the amt of pple there..

booos to the rest who can go but didnt make effort to..

oh.. i had a hard time going to the chalet..

yuen checked the sentosa webbie and told me that the last train in to sentosa from vivo is 1130..

den end up i went at 1120 everything close liao..

sian.

ended up walking in from vivo..

wonder how much dist did i walk..

felt like 2.4km..

slpt 4hrs+

and headed to play at the beach..

and for that 1hr+ i've got lobster shoulders now..

worked after that..

damn blur when working..

cuz on thurs i work 13.5 hrs..

and fri i work 9.5 hrs..

and i onli slpt like 4hrs+?!

i think the next time i do that..

i'll die..

coming up next wld be class chalet...

i cant wait for it.. miss my class loads man..

b4 that i gotta suffer from more working days..

booo...

im starting to get sick of working..

esp service line..

totally boring man..

i cant wait for freedom day..

and i guess that will be when sch reopens..

cuz by then..

i wont haf to work so much

i feel like starting it all over again..

but its feels so hard and weird..

izzit just me?

12:32 AM

Sunday, September 30, 2007

alright.. finally i found some time to blog..

wasnt exactly busy laa.. just that when im free im doing sumthing else..

like dota-ing..

anw.. Nighthawks has wonderfully won 3rd placing..

pretty surprising that i scored a $1 3 try goal..

so yay.. finally a season i got at least 2 pts..

haha..

prize presentation was just now..

but cldnt make it due to work..

hope my medal is stll intact under the care of nigel..

oh.. heard some good news from him too..

NH most likely not disbanding!

yay.. many peeps were asking why and was interested in joining us..

so i guess yay.. revival again..

on tues- thurs was bsc sub comm chalet..

i would first night sibeh emo...

had like less den 12 person all the time..

and throughout the night we were watching movies..

5 movies in total for me..

den 2nd day it became better.. max it hit was 13?

but oh well.. indeed better..

played games and stuff..

starting from pick-up sticks to insane games...

thurs suppsd to work.. as in manager called and ask me work cuz not enuff pple..

headed home in the morn.. and i got home with 4 huge skin allergies..

end up cant go work..

my life now is so sian..

slp.. dota.. work.. slp..

thats all..

damn no life ever since i started working..

and guess what? my fucking pay didnt come tdy..

everyone else already got their pay slip and pay..

xcept for me..

pissed man..

rawrrr...

when im not working i wanna work..

when im working i wanna stop working..

bahhh

i guess sumthings are just the facts..

did a test..

and it says im the type who will put my career first..

indeed.. i've been sloggin my ass off eversince i started working..

i guess calling me a cow is right..

work like slave..

i hope sch just starts fast..

bored of working already..

bleahs!

4:12 AM